Hello I love you.

61 weeks ago.

Sun, 07 Dec 2008 08:12:24 GMT

I last updated 61 weeks ago, can we all just do a good throw back to live journal?

I miss laughing at your problems.
[especially Arrien's.]

Mon, 01 Oct 2007 21:54:40 GMT

I was bored, and read some old enteries.
Dear 16 year old days,
You were sweet. You are not over.
Live Journal has been replaced in my life with actually having a life. I never got a bike, I did get a car. I will never live out my goals in life.
I'm probably never using this again.
I will fade from the memories of LJ, just like H.Duff has done with disney.

You rock, don't change.
;]

Sat, 11 Aug 2007 10:35:28 GMT

It's 6:30, and I am super tired but every time I lay down all I end up doing is distracting myself. My mouth is swollen from my teeth grinding, and I want to track down a real life Atticus Finch-esque character to marry. I would even take Gregory Peck. One day I will move on and start pining after real people.

Thu, 09 Aug 2007 22:24:47 GMT

I am planning a scavenger hunt.
A good one.
erere better.

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 09:08:22 GMT

Right now I feel like I could go for some serious wish making.

Mon, 30 Jul 2007 21:44:51 GMT

I have fully embraced my life as the fat corner kid.
To the point I want to start marketing my image to the world.

HAHAHAHH.

I should be on shirts.

Sun, 29 Jul 2007 20:23:19 GMT

I decided today I was getting to fat.
So now I am on a diet.

I think I am still as motivated as I was in 10th, but if not. I am trying.

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 00:24:13 GMT

No, no, no.

Fri, 13 Jul 2007 21:49:57 GMT

Today my car over heated
and I started crying.

I feel like I did something wrong with my life this year.
And I don't feel like talking about it.
I just want to sit, and cry about it.

Life.

Thu, 12 Jul 2007 22:37:21 GMT

I want to take a nap, but I want to read Harry Potter theories. But I'm really tired.
It's so weird, that I have been reading these books since 4th grade.
Oh Amanda how I realize now what a creeper you were but you introduced me to Harry Potter.
Back in my I only read Goose bumps or Mary Kate and Ashley books days.
//back in my resource room days.

I got my own fucking resource room AND teacher.
That is how dumb I was. Harry Potter was the changing factor in my life.

=]] I accidently typed that, by missing the backspace a lot BUT I think that is a sign from god. On his opinions of Harry Potter.

I miss Arrien.

Mon, 09 Jul 2007 05:58:28 GMT

Today I stole a chicken nugget off Erin's plate when she left it in the microwave.
Then made her sit and eat the remaining chicken nuggets with me.

Moral of the story.
She should be friends with me.
Because i doubt anyone else in her life will steal food from her before she has the chance to remove it from the microwave.

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 19:24:41 GMT

I love doing stress relieving things
when I have no stress.

Wed, 04 Jul 2007 05:33:09 GMT

Why am I never able to just become a hermit?
Sometimes I wish I was able to be a good person 100% of the time.
Rather than the 30% I'm probably around now.
But locking myself in my room isn't going to make me nice.
I wish I could keep my thoughts to myself at all times.

Tomorrow I want to get a blanket, and sleep outside.

Sun, 01 Jul 2007 06:55:09 GMT

Like-
Looking at old pictures of good times.
When your favorite song comes on the radio.
Having just enough money to buy the thing you want.
Days you can just relax, without having to do anything.
Train rides.
When things grow on you after a while.
Sushi.
Finding money in your pockets, you don't remember leaving there.
Overhearing someone saying something nice about you.
Walking around.
Hanging out with a bunch of good looking boys.
Friday nights.

I wrote the cutest 14 year old lists. I like finding things I wrote years ago, and remembering that at one point in my life I was a nice person.

I wish I had someone to email. My life would be made if I recieved emails from something other than build a bear.

Wed, 27 Jun 2007 16:56:39 GMT

One summer I didn't get a single mosquito bight.
It was the worst summer of my life.
I wish mosquitos were extinct, because I don't think they do anything nice.

I think I'm going to apply for jobs today.

Tue, 26 Jun 2007 01:29:17 GMT

I don't want to leave my house ever again.
I am becomming a hermit, and just sleeping all day.

Fri, 22 Jun 2007 23:39:34 GMT

Someone broke the vacuum

and it was not me.

Thu, 21 Jun 2007 19:36:04 GMT

I just want a big glass of ice tea, and a funfetti cake to put frosting on.

Tue, 19 Jun 2007 06:42:54 GMT

I raved for months about my excitment over summer, and I feel so stressed out that I can not relax. I keep thinking about how hard I have to work to be able to pay for everything I need, but I don't know when I decided that I needed all that shit.
So what if I don't make double the amount of money I made last summer.
Who decided I needed to do that.

I am crazy.

I got a kitten though.
So I ranted about wanting that for months. So now I am going to go molest her.

Sat, 09 Jun 2007 22:14:03 GMT

Why is Paris Hilton getting so much fucking new coverage?
There are things happening that are million times more important and relevant to life.

Mon, 04 Jun 2007 23:15:02 GMT

Research papers are pointless.
The end.

Mon, 28 May 2007 07:05:38 GMT

I fucking love life.

Arrien is scene.
He went home in an American Apparel sweat band
and it is purple.

You know what that means.

Sat, 26 May 2007 23:16:56 GMT

I was frustrated, so I spent 4 hours cleaning my room.
Who could possibly be angry after that?

Thu, 24 May 2007 18:32:59 GMT

I did so awful on the SAT.
This weekend I am not leaving untill I finish Harry Potter, and On The Road.

I keep having the strangest dreams.
It's starting to bother me!

:D-/-< :D-\-< :D-L-< :D-I-< breakdanncee.

Sun, 20 May 2007 17:20:10 GMT

HI!
I think my mono is starting to fade away.
!
!
!!!

But I still feel an extreme need for a nap at all times.
I was pretty like that before mono though.
Healed?